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not a fan.
so far, I’m hating this summer. I know it’s going to take some getting used to…. but seriously. I work 8-5, I come home and I sit on my butt. I don’t do a thing. Me and my sister’s schedules clash, so i’m usually alone until about 9. I hate being alone. It gives me too much time to think. Think about how my life is never going to be the same. The saddest part about all of this? I miss my parents. a lot. And i’m never going to be living with them like I use to. and I HATE that. I seriously could cry thinking about it. I miss living with them. I miss when life was easier. I miss having my friends around me when I’m bored after work. I know I need to hang in there, cause this will all get better. And I know this is what I need. Seriously, I need it. Why? Because I’m not independent. I rely on my parents too much. What am I going to do when I’m done with college? I’m not moving back in with them. So I need to get used to this. I will get used to this. My parents will always be there, just not down the stairs like they used to be. I need to become independent. It’s going to be good for me.
Side note, some day… I hope I can repay my parents. For all they’ve given me and more. Seriously I’m SO blessed. I literally could not ask for better parents, or a better family in general. I want to be able to give them everything they need when they’re older, and then some. I will repay them. They deserve it.
I need to stop writing because it’s bringing up all the emotions I felt last night. Literally crying as I write this right now… I miss home. I miss my family. Kbye.
Also, I can’t believe I get the keys to the house tomorrow.
surreal. I am officially growing up.
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